Differently Beautiful

The Healing the Unquiet Mind concert, an interdisciplinary collaboration of art and psychology, explores the pain and healing processes that unite us.

by Bret McCabe
January 2, 2024
The Healing the Unquiet Mind concert, an interdisciplinary collaboration of art and psychology, explores the pain and healing processes that unite us.

by Bret McCabe
January 2, 2024
An illustration of a church with scaffolding around it and orange flames coming from the back

Ever since Kay Redfield Jamison, Professor of Psychiatry, and composer Michael Hersch met at a Johns Hopkins Brain Science Institute initiative in 2010, they have been both friends and collaborators on a number of projects melding their mutual interests and expertise. In 2015, Jamison saw and heard faculty artist Ah Young Hong performing in Hersch’s monodrama On the Threshold of Winter at Peabody. Threshold, a profoundly personal and unflinching exploration of terminal illness, mines the intense realities and psychological states of illness, which in some ways are similar to the mood disorders that Jamison studies and navigates herself as a person with manic-depressive bipolar disorder. Since that time, Jamison and Hersch have brought together Hong’s powerful musicality and stage presence and the intense environments of Jamison’s writing with an array of compositional voices from the past.

Book cover of Fires in the DarkFor a concert titled Healing the Unquiet Mind on January 28, 2024, Hersch, Hong, and Jamison have paired excerpts from Jamison’s recent book, Fires in the Dark, a cultural history of psychological and medical treatment and healing, with thematically related musical pieces that Hong performs with Peabody vocal coach and pianist Wei-Han Wu. “My book is, more than anything, a reflection on healing the mind,” Jamison writes in Fires in the Dark. “It is an archipelago of thoughts, experiences, and images. It is a book that looks back on the ancient, learns from the modern, and tries to discern the common threads and practices of extraordinary healing.”

Michael Hersch and Ah Young Hong Talking
Michael Hersch, left, and Ah Young Hong, right
Michael Hersch and Ah Young Hong Talking
Michael Hersch, left, and Ah Young Hong, right

“I’ve said before that I believe the writing of Kay Redfield Jamison has a uniquely dramatic architecture born not just of its specific content but the way she handles her materials, often resulting in work run through with what is at once beauty and striking urgency,” Hersch says of the concert’s program. “This is the case when she is writing about her own life or documenting the lives of others.

“This ability to create beauty and urgency is also a hallmark of the performances of soprano Ah Young Hong,” Hersch continues. “There are few musicians with her technical command and dramatic presence. She has an ability to both inhabit and communicate the states of being of others while remaining unquestionably the individual force at the center of her expression. The opportunity to hear the juxtaposition of these two compelling voices, voices able to capture the often-terrifying complexities of our time, is a unique privilege.”

“Music has always had an unmatched ability to portray and evoke moods, as well as to help in healing grief and suffering,” Jamison adds. “Great healers from antiquity to our time have known this, just as they have known the healing power of music. The poetry and music that came from the trauma of the battlefields of the First World War found a parallel in the extraordinary advances in medicine and psychotherapy. This concert pays tribute to both those who suffered and those who healed the suffering. ‘Fires in the dark you build,’ wrote the poet Siegfried Sassoon about W. H. R. Rivers, his psychologist during the First World War: ‘tall quivering flames / In the huge midnight forest of the unknown.’”

One portion of the concert’s program pairs an excerpt from the “Big Sur” chapter of Fires, in which Jamison discusses her intellectual turn from experimental to clinical psychology during a 1970s period when her experience with psychotherapy and medication began giving her hope that she could get better and stay better, with Johann Sebastian Bach’s Ich habe genug, one of the composer’s most haunting sacred melodies. Hong says an excerpt from this chapter, where Jamison reflects on two contrasting experiences on Pfeiffer Beach, “had a very deep impact on me.”

Headshot of Kay Redfield Jamison
Kay Redfield Jamison
Headshot of Kay Redfield Jamison
Kay Redfield Jamison

“I had to reconcile the glory of having reached for the stars with a more anchored, less splendid world. It was hard to do, leaving behind star fields at my feet and rings of Saturn through my hands, but the stars and planet had no place in life other than in imagination. Psychotherapy gave me the means to sort through and rearrange such intensely seductive memories. To heal is to understand what had been lost, whether it is innocence or sanity. To heal is to reshape the experience of loss into good. Intolerable memories should be made tolerable. Ecstatic ones, so different, yet capable of damage, should be kept on a tight rein. They should come to joy, not madness.

I returned often to Big Sur after the night on Pfeiffer Beach. The stars no longer rained down on me nor swept across the cliffs and sea. I turned to life instead: differently beautiful, intense, and wonderfully strange.”

Headshot of Ah Young Hong
Ah Young Hong (Photo credit: Mike Maguire)
Headshot of Ah Young Hong
Ah Young Hong (Photo credit: Mike Maguire)

“For me, Bach’s Ich habe genug evokes an inner peace that transcends my own personal comprehension of this particular state of being,” Hong says. “The inevitable death at the end of life is no longer feared with this peace. To be fulfilled, to have enough hope . . . ultimately to be at peace with oneself is truly beautiful. It is the kind of beauty that is not beyond the stars, but rather simply within our minds. Pain and healing—we know this. The concert is a reminder of how all of us are connected through this.”

Healing the Unquiet Mind takes place January 28, 2024, at 4:30 pm in the Miriam A. Friedberg Concert Hall on Peabody’s Mount Vernon campus, and on February 3, 2024, at 4:30 pm at the new theater in the Johns Hopkins Bloomberg Center at 555 Pennsylvania Avenue, NW,  in Washington, D.C. For more information, see our concert calendar.